my life: as told to Cassie

zeikiskewl: i know i just kinda yelleda t yu for not talking to me, but im not in a great mood, so i wont be taking too mcuh.
Brick9011: im srre.
Brick9011: do you mind if i talk?
zeikiskewl: go ahead
Brick9011: i don't really know where to start
Brick9011: i guess i will with me
Brick9011: i was born December 15th, 1993
Brick9011: in dayton ohio
Brick9011: i was neighboors with a family named the boones
Brick9011: they had a son, chad( who is my god father), and a daughter erin
Brick9011: my sisters played with a girl down the street named katie, who a couple of years ago went blind
Brick9011: when i was about 6 months old, we moved to latrobe
Brick9011: we moved into a house by mountain view, which is now mari haffners house
Brick9011: we lived across the street from annie cavalier (my sisters played with her)
Brick9011: we lived in that house for about 2 and a half years
Brick9011: during that time, my sisters started to play t-ball
Brick9011: we moved to my current house when i was 3
Brick9011: it was built by my sisters best friend ashley's father, my uncle regis
Brick9011: hes not really my uncle
Brick9011: its weird i know
Brick9011: during that time i started to play soccer, which i didnt like cuz the kids wouldnt share the ball
Brick9011: i enjoyed spending time with my grandmother, nannie
Brick9011: she visited frequently, and we drove out to ohio often
Brick9011: she was a school teacher, so she taught me how to read
Brick9011: i could read before i entered kindergarten
Brick9011: actually, probably like year before
Brick9011: anyway, in 1999 she died from cancer
Brick9011: she was a smoker
Brick9011: she lived with us for the last few months of her life
Brick9011: a hospital bed was set up in our den, and a group of nurses came daily to help her abut
Brick9011: *about
Brick9011: i think the last memory of my grandmother was her being carried outside of our house in a big black box
Brick9011: in kindergarten i had mrs. hewitt for a teacher
Brick9011: the day i remember most was the day we went to see ali baba at the town hall down by where bryce did LSOH
Brick9011: i didnt recognize any of the kids there that day
Brick9011: i always thought that it was because i accidentally went in the afternoon class, instead of the normal morning
Brick9011: i now think that it was just because all of my class mates were dressed up
Brick9011: in 1st grade i had mrs. wenek for my teacher
Brick9011: she would always have a story time and read junie b. jones books to us
Brick9011: i always loved those books.
Brick9011: they got stupid when she went to 1st grade though
Brick9011: ty lydic threw up under a table during story time
Brick9011: later that day, lexie pelchen threw up on her way to the nurse
Brick9011: luckily in a trash can
Brick9011: mrs. wenek would always make fun of a kid named robert, red haired kid with freckles
Brick9011: he would call him "Roberto Clemente" which i just thought was funny
Brick9011: she would also take away his and colin cimba's chair when they misbehaved
Brick9011: at the halloween party, i was harry potter
Brick9011: this little girl with black hair was dressed as belle
Brick9011: who would think that i would be deeply in love with her today
Brick9011: after that, we really werent friends until 5th grade
Brick9011: i was extremely terrified of my principla
Brick9011: *principal
Brick9011: one day she yelled at us and told us not to bang our trays off the garbage can to get the mashed potatos off
Brick9011: she said that a teacher could slip and fall and hurt their back, mentioning something called a "lawsuit"
Brick9011: another important moment in 1st grade was that one day during recess, 2 boys got into a fight
Brick9011: i was watching with kayla durick and lexie pelchen, my 2 best friends, and thought it would be funny to yell "FIGHT!""FIGHT!"
Brick9011: like they would do in the tv specials i would watch
Brick9011: after a good laugh, we went and saw miss tina, to tell them about the fight
Brick9011: i didnt think anything of it
Brick9011: later while sitting in class, i was called down to the principals office
Brick9011: while sitting in one of the two charis in front of the secretary, i turned to one of the little boys actually in the fight and shrugged
Brick9011: as to say "i dont know what i'm doing here"
Brick9011: he shrugged back
Brick9011: he obviously knew what he did, but probably just didnt understand the gesture
Brick9011: when i was called into the offfice, mrs. patton asked me what i did during recess
Brick9011: once she had wormed out of me that i had said the word fight, she got angry
Brick9011: she told me that yelling fight during a fight, as to cheer it on, was a federal offense
Brick9011: i started to cry
Brick9011: i really just didnt want her to tell my parents
Brick9011: i hadent gotten spanked in a while, and i didnt plan on starting then
Brick9011: she let me go with 2 days off of recess, in her office doing work
Brick9011: when i got back to class, natalie medic wrote me a not to try to make me feel better
Brick9011: i didnt
Brick9011: just a lot worse cuz i felt like a P*s*y
Brick9011: i didnt tell my parents
Brick9011: and to this day believe that they still dont know
Brick9011: as i mentioned earlier, kayla durick was one of my best friends
Brick9011: during gym class in the spring, we started to square dance
Brick9011: i really wanted her for my partner
Brick9011: cuz she was sort of pretty
Brick9011: dam it all when i got amber morrisson, the girl that sucks on her sweatshirt sleeves, and then pulls them over her hands
Brick9011: i picked up on it quickly, and decided to be in the square dancing night, a demonstration night for the parents
Brick9011: i wasnt kayla's partner, but i did dance with her during the fun dance afterwards
Brick9011: that same year,i tried out for the jump rope team
Brick9011: so did lexie pelchen
Brick9011: i made it, she didnt
Brick9011: i started the team in 2nd grade, and went with it through 5th
Brick9011: in 2nd grade i had mrs. harvey, the mother of the high schools spanish teacher
Brick9011: some say she was a mean old bat, but she was always my favorite teacher
Brick9011: she was very big on spelling, and writing in cursive
Brick9011: she would meticulously check over our cursive worksheets, but i think it was really all just for show
Brick9011: we also played a game called cherry pie, which is like sparkle, the spelling game
Brick9011: nothing really exciting happened in 2nd grade, except for that i left square dancing night before i got to dance with kayla in the fun dance
Brick9011: in third grade, i had miss kladney
Brick9011: she always had this really black lip hair that never seemed to go away
Brick9011: im not sure if she just didnt notice, or it grew back really fast
Brick9011: we learned our multiplacation tables that year
Brick9011: i did have a little trouble,
Brick9011: that year i also got into the GOAL program
Brick9011: every year, i waited for international day
Brick9011: it was the best day of the year
Brick9011: i was so upset that i had to miss it in 2nd grade, because i had a meeting for my confirmation
Brick9011: but how happy i was that not only would i be there, i would be IN international day
Brick9011: i did my project on slovenia, a small country in the middle of europer
Brick9011: *europe
Brick9011: i did the project with my next door neighbor, lauren hennessy, who had also just joined GOAl
Brick9011: when we were making a dish for the food court, a tradishional nut bread, i think i first realized that i had an allergy to some nuts
Brick9011: after the taste test, my throat felt all tight and hot, and i was dizzy and weak
Brick9011: i had to go home and lie down
Brick9011: i thought that i was going to throw up
Brick9011: but i didnt
Brick9011: also in third grade, we started to do science
Brick9011: like real science
Brick9011: we would mix iodine with a starch liqud, and it would change coloer
Brick9011: *colors
Brick9011: i was partnered with jeff elam, and 2 girls
Brick9011: he started to bang his head off his folder to be funny, because he wasnt with his friends, so i did too
Brick9011: we both had to stay in for 10 minutes of recess that day
Brick9011: in 4th grade i had mrs. mcnair
Brick9011: the only thing that i really remember is that we did a play on the rain forest
Brick9011: i was the 3 toed sloth, so i had to speak slowly, which was hard for me
Brick9011: we made our masks in art class
Brick9011: i covered mine in string, to make it look like fur
Brick9011: it was pretty nifty
Brick9011: also, we did this project with animals
Brick9011: centepides, crabs, crickets and frogs
Brick9011: i really wanted to keep a crab
Brick9011: or a frog
Brick9011: or even a centepide
Brick9011: i got nothing
Brick9011: and that b**** emily shuhart got like 3 frogs
Brick9011: it sucked
Brick9011: in 5th grade i had mr. hixon
Brick9011: BEST
Brick9011: TEACHER
Brick9011: EVER
Brick9011: he was my social studies teacher
Brick9011: oneday, he brought in a hide from a buffalo
Brick9011: and talked about the plains
Brick9011: and how they would burn cow patties because they didnt have any wood
Brick9011: everyone thought it was gross, and said that they werent going to be able to eat lunch
Brick9011: i said that too, but i gobbled my lunch down, cuz i wanted to get back to class
Brick9011: that year, my science teacher was mr. kester
Brick9011: he gave us the sex talk
Brick9011: "now kids, say it with me.... PENIS. PENIS. PENIS. P-E-N-I-S. now luke, dont laugh"
Brick9011: it was so hard not to laugh
Brick9011: also, he was our english teacher
Brick9011: he had us make word searches our of our spelling words
Brick9011: one day i found the word 'ass
Brick9011: in the scrambles letters
Brick9011: i told mr. kester, and he made the girl that wrote it apologize
Brick9011: she was really sorry, and was afraid that i found it "offnsive"
Brick9011: i felt bad for her
Brick9011: cuz i thought it was just really funny
Brick9011: on a side note, our teacher fed his plants black coffe
Brick9011: e
Brick9011: he snuck it from the teachers lounge
Brick9011: not sure why
Brick9011: that year, my math teacher was my old preeschool teacher
Brick9011: she had gotten remarried
Brick9011: that year i also rebecame friends with "belle"
Brick9011: she was really into musicals
Brick9011: i could never understand them
Brick9011: but she liked them, so i liked them
Brick9011: she was in LOVE with the PHANTOM OF THE OPERA
Brick9011: especially the man in the movie, gerard butler
Brick9011: this man must die
Brick9011: from then on i was obsessed with her
Brick9011: 6th grade was incredibly boring
Brick9011: i had Mrs. zorch for english, mr. zavatsky for science, and mrs. lapresti for social studies
Brick9011: mrs lapresti kicked MAJA ASSAGE!!!
Brick9011: she was so cool
Brick9011: she had us completely teach ourselves a whole chapter, and then make a pop up book about what we learned
Brick9011: i wrapped mine as a "mummie" in tea soaked gauze
Brick9011: it was sooo cool
Brick9011: mr. zavatsky was a douch
Brick9011: e
Brick9011: *douche
Brick9011: he would never teach us any thing
Brick9011: he would get way off track, like from making paper, to a good zuchinni recipie
Brick9011: although the unit in which we made paper was fun
Brick9011: mrs. zorch was okay
Brick9011: looking back, she wasnt that great
Brick9011: we read books about the holocaust,and wrote poetry
Brick9011: i wrote mine on wicked
Brick9011: it was 3 pages
Brick9011: AND. it rhymed
Brick9011: hoo baby
Brick9011: of course, elly's was 5 pages about figure skating, and she didnt have to try to rhyme somthing with 'dear old shiz'
Brick9011: mine still rocked though
Brick9011: mrs. zorch smiled alot
Brick9011: sortof like pre-botox generation
Brick9011: in 7th grade, i went to the jr. high
Brick9011: during orientation, i discovered B.O
Brick9011: i had never found the need to wear deodorant until now
Brick9011: i was freaked about the idea of having to undress in school for gym
Brick9011: but i got over it
Brick9011: mrs. manges was my fav. teach
Brick9011: mr. burnette was closeted queet
Brick9011: *queet
Brick9011: *queer
Brick9011: mrs. bell was really tan
Brick9011: mrs. plundo was okay, but i fell asleep in her class, and had to try to hide a little sumthin sumthin behind a book
Brick9011: i forget my history teachers name, but we watched ghandi, and learned about religion . pretty cool
Brick9011: mrs. hoops was fun for a bit, but then got really controlling, and i didnt understand the concept of 'cells'
Brick9011: then i had trimester
Brick9011: mrs. wade=old botox ass
Brick9011: art= amazing lady, sorta reminded me of my grandmother
Brick9011: and i didnt do music, because i was in band and chorus
Brick9011: then i learned the wonders of the pribby
Brick9011: what a fun fun time
Brick9011: for most of the year, i thought i was mostly well liked in choral cats
Brick9011: turns out i was wrong
Brick9011: "belle" really was my only friend, besides my friends that abused me verbally, which i severly dislike now
Brick9011: as of 8th grade, i am no longer friends with those people
Brick9011: also, there was this kid named BRYCE
Brick9011: he was kinda cool
Brick9011: really good voice
Brick9011: and funny
Brick9011: i slapped him when i felt necessary, which i thought was funny
Brick9011: he didnt so mucjh
Brick9011: *much
Brick9011: i have learned to supress those urges
Brick9011: i was in FKF, which was i made most of my friends
Brick9011: michelle,amber,bryce,megan,sanye,amanda,somewhat lucas
Brick9011: adam and trevor really didnt acknowledge me
Brick9011: that spring, katti grosso happened
Brick9011: it was sorta weird
Brick9011: like i knew her
Brick9011: but not really well
Brick9011: so when she asked me out, i had to say no
Brick9011: but after some coaching from my parents, i asked for another chance
Brick9011: it went pretty good for a while
Brick9011: i met some ass Sh** called "nick" who thought he was black
Brick9011: aparently him and katti had sort of a history
Brick9011: at my pool party, every one was like "why havent you kissed her"
Brick9011: the tension seemed to get to her
Brick9011: during finding nemo, we both just looked at eachother and *pop*
Brick9011: 10 minutes later, *pop*
Brick9011: before she left, *pop*
Brick9011: i was testing out this new found body part called 'lips'
Brick9011: that didnt last very long
Brick9011: but it was fun
Brick9011: 8th grade
Brick9011: boring
Brick9011: got new friends
Brick9011: jess, rach, adam, trev, mick,
Brick9011: oh wair
Brick9011: *wait
Brick9011: something else happend
Brick9011: what was it...
Brick9011: ...
Brick9011: OH YEAH
Brick9011: i meet this really awesome chick named cassie, and was like "woah. this girl is too rock for me to handle"
Brick9011: but she turned out to be really fun
Brick9011: and cool
Brick9011: and a dancer
Brick9011: so we became basically best friends
Brick9011: it was mucho gusto
Brick9011: (idk what that means. doesnt even make sense in spanish)
Brick9011: godspell was fun
Brick9011: met shawnway, miss r, and miss j.
Brick9011: f***ed up a solo
Brick9011: and F***ed up a speech in the guys dressing room
Brick9011: summer
Brick9011: hung out with cass and bryce alittle but
Brick9011: *bit
Brick9011: 9th grade was good
Brick9011: *is good
Brick9011: i had finally found my niche
Brick9011: although i had a little faith crisis over the summer, i was sure that with a little counseling that i could handle it
Brick9011: i had good classed, good friends
Brick9011: a good part in the musical
Brick9011: although i dint see cassie as much
Brick9011: but she did have an awesome halloween party
Brick9011: and it was well
Brick9011: well, except for rach.
Brick9011: but were cool now.
Brick9011: i'm dont
Brick9011: *done
Brick9011: u still there
Brick9011: ?
zeikiskewl: yeah
Brick9011: was that enough talking
Brick9011: ?
zeikiskewl: yeah
Brick9011: you okay?
zeikiskewl: yeah
Brick9011: is that all you can say?
zeikiskewl: i dont really know what to say, are you mad?
Brick9011: no
Brick9011: why?
Brick9011: i just got alot off my chest
zeikiskewl: well thank you, for telling me all of that
Brick9011: thanks for listening
Brick9011: and im really sorry that im not coming tomorrow
Brick9011: i really do miss you cassie
zeikiskewl: i miss you too
Brick9011: 11:50:08 PM):
Brick9011: thats when this whole schpiel started